Still Waiting

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

haiz. my dad bought E600C.. my dream phone. but i'll not get it. it's my sis. she lost her phone for the third time already. and she got such a good phone. i'm jealous. i admit. but i m just so angry lor. haiz. it must be my behaviour. too bad, that must be it. thats y my dad wun buy for me. even if i get the E600C, it'll be second hand. i'm really disappointed.. very very disappointed. even the thought of the phone will bring tears into my eyes. that's y i rather remain busy. haizx. i'm reealllly reeeaaaaalllllyyyy sad. haix oso dunno why it happens this way. haiz. just very hurt lor. was abt to tell me dad sorry. but forget it... haiz.

disappointed...

job is very very boring. i wished i was studying. really lor. haizx. sianzzzz.... i wanna study more den work. haiz. oso dunno how to describe. now the biggest burden on my shoulders is the E600c.

haiz. my sis just kept bragging about how beautiful the phone is... haiz, the thought of it brings me to tears again. haiz. heart broken lor. den my sis still suan me. haiz. she said... " haha!!! i got the phone... haiz.. who tell u to be so.. haiz..." i'll nv forget wad she says lor... i'm so hurt by this senttence.... den in front of my father... she kept saying how much she loved this phone... haiz. before tt she was persuading me to buy some other lousier phone... n kept saying how lousy this E600C phone is.... how fast she changes her mind. haiz. im reallly sad. forget it. things will never go my way. face it.

-when are you coming back? ;